{"id":3438,"date":"2010-11-22T12:02:14","date_gmt":"2010-11-22T12:02:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/pcdcr.org\/?p=3438"},"modified":"2016-02-29T12:07:07","modified_gmt":"2016-02-29T12:07:07","slug":"%d9%85%d8%b5%d8%af%d8%b1-%d8%a3%d9%85%d8%a7%d9%86%d9%8a-%d9%87%d9%88-%d9%85%d8%b5%d8%af%d8%b1-%d8%a2%d9%84%d9%85%d9%8a-%d9%88-%d8%a3%d8%ad%d8%b2%d8%a7%d9%86%d9%8a","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/pcdcr.org\/en\/%d9%85%d8%b5%d8%af%d8%b1-%d8%a3%d9%85%d8%a7%d9%86%d9%8a-%d9%87%d9%88-%d9%85%d8%b5%d8%af%d8%b1-%d8%a2%d9%84%d9%85%d9%8a-%d9%88-%d8%a3%d8%ad%d8%b2%d8%a7%d9%86%d9%8a\/","title":{"rendered":"The source of my safety is the source of my pain and sorrows"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Psychologist Wurud Yassin, Palestinian Center for Democracy and Conflict Resolution. I do not know how to begin. He is the one who should and is supposed to be the source of safety and the main support in our home: he is my father. Sadly I am ashamed to say it, that my father is the cause of my tragedy and my suffering, which, if you wish to know of it, began 10 years ago when I was 15 years old. I used to think he was playing with me and that he was my father, who is entitled to what others are not entitled to. At first he would give me gifts and the nice things I liked, and when I came to understand what was going on around me and refused to go near him, he began to beat me and to call me foul names offensive to modesty, and to start shouting for me to come to his room so that I could massage his thin, pale body. And during the massage he would try again and again to assault me, and each time I succeeded in getting away from him and not letting him assault me completely, to the point that on that day when my mother was not at home he came back early and began, as usual, shouting, swearing and insulting, and took me to the bedroom and threw me on the floor and began beating me in order to assault me, and the sound of my screaming reached the sky but there was no one to answer. Except that God's mercy was closer to me than the jugular vein, and suddenly my younger brother came into the house and heard the screaming and came at the last moment and saved me from that criminal who destroyed my character and demolished all my dreams, so that I could think of nothing but ending my life and running away from home. But God's mercy is closer to us all than anything else, and here I return to rise again from that nightmare that ruled my life for 10 whole years.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u0627\u0644\u0623\u062e\u0635\u0627\u0626\u064a\u0629 \u0627\u0644\u0646\u0641\u0633\u064a\u0629: \u0648\u0631\u0648\u062f \u064a\u0627\u0633\u064a\u0646\/ \u0627\u0644\u0645\u0631\u0643\u0632 \u0627\u0644\u0641\u0644\u0633\u0637\u064a\u0646\u064a \u0644\u0644\u062f\u064a\u0645\u0642\u0631\u0627\u0637\u064a\u0629 \u0648\u062d\u0644 \u0627\u0644\u0646\u0632\u0627\u0639\u0627\u062a \u0644\u0627 \u0627\u0639\u0644\u0645 \u0643\u064a\u0641 \u0623\u0628\u062f\u0627 \u062d\u062f\u064a\u062b\u064a &#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;. \u0647\u0648 \u0627\u0644\u0630\u064a \u064a\u062c\u0628 \u0648 \u0627\u0644\u0645\u0641\u062a\u0631\u0636 \u0623\u0646 \u064a\u0643\u0648\u0646 \u0645\u0635\u062f\u0631 \u0627\u0644\u0623\u0645\u0627\u0646 \u0648 \u0627\u0644\u062f\u0639\u0645 \u0627\u0644\u0623\u0633\u0627\u0633\u064a \u0641\u064a \u0628\u064a\u062a\u0646\u0627 \u0627\u0646\u0647 \u0648\u0627\u0644\u062f\u064a \u060c \u0648 \u0644\u0644\u0623 \u0633\u0641 \u0627\u062e\u062c\u0644 \u0645\u0646 \u0642\u0648\u0644\u0647\u0627 \u0627\u0646\u0648 \u0648\u0627\u0644\u062f\u064a \u060c \u0647\u0648 \u0633\u0628\u0628 \u0645\u0623\u0633\u0627\u062a\u064a \u0648 \u0645\u0639\u0627\u0646\u0627\u062a\u064a \u0627\u0644\u062a\u064a \u0625\u0630\u0627 \u0623\u062d\u0628\u0628\u062a\u0645 \u0628\u0627\u0644\u062a\u0639\u0631\u0641 \u0639\u0644\u064a\u0647\u0627 \u0628\u062f\u0623\u062a \u0642\u0628\u0644 10 \u0633\u0646\u0629 [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3439,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3438","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-success-stories"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/pcdcr.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3438","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/pcdcr.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/pcdcr.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pcdcr.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pcdcr.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3438"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/pcdcr.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3438\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pcdcr.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3439"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/pcdcr.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3438"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pcdcr.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3438"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pcdcr.org\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3438"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}